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socially awkward jellybean charlie.scott.tate.

Recalling : Before , I heard a lot of fuss about his feelings for me from our friends. They kept on teasing us pero di ko pinapansin kasi parang wow, kaibigan ko siya tska parang imposible. The days went passed by at yun nga parang napapancn ko na. But he didnt confessed his feelings to me.EVER. I didnt even know why, maybe because he's afraid to be rejected. Wala namang "AWKWARD" feeling nun. Okay nman, Kasi iniisip ko rin na parang bata pa bata pa.Kaya prang pinabayaan ko na lang. A few months letuur, he found a new girl. Nagkaroon sila ng M.U. and then ako wla lang dati kasi noong nalaman kong may kaMU siya i felt relieved kasi nasa iba na yung atensyon nia. ganun. kasi as in wla talaga akong feelings.pero ngayon.hayyy

sabi niya simula daw noong pumunta ako noong bahay nila at pinatugtog ko ang kantang yan at kinanta ko . Dun daw nagumpisa at nung hinatid niya ako sa sakayan.

Present: These past few weeks I've been checking my feelings and get confused O.o . I don't know when,how,why it starts but there's one thing im sure of. Im starting to like him.

now, I feel so special today kasi may nakita akong kakaiba :')

first is  ung doodle book niya. The moment I saw that, there's a sudden mix of emotions. Im both happy and sad. Happy kasi di ko alam na ganun ako kaimportante sa kanya noon. sad kasi hindi ko man lang nasuklian yun. ANG TANGA TANGA KO!.tapos nakita ko n nga ung mga nakalagay sa doodle book nia.nakalimutan ko na yung mga exact words na sinulat niya dun bsta it goes something like this.
 " Anne Darice Germedia you are daydream away. i dont know what to do If I had you. mahal  crush kita." mga ganyan. Nakakainis nga kasi nawala yung doodle book niya. BADTRIP. dapat pla tinago ko na lang. pra remembrance </3
tapos dun sa first page may nakalagay. ganto pa yung format.
darice♥
jessa♥
darice♥
sobrang anez talaga. kinikilig ako. bwiset. 


second is ito na.Someone borrowed his phone and brought it to school. This person knew that I like charlie.
I checked his contacts . Wala lang para may makita lang ng kakaiba . hahahaha LANDEEEEEEEE.
I didnt fail kasi may nakita tlaga ako. Sa cellphone may mga groups groups. may friends,classmates etc.
tiningnan ko ung number ng kaibigan ko sa contacts niya. nakalagay friends sa group at ganun din sa iba ko pang kakilala tinignan ko nakalagay sa friends at ung iba ndi nakaidentify. So nung tinignan ko na yung akin. nagtaka ako . nakalgay kasi dun sa group ko
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